Showing posts with label this is deep. Show all posts
Showing posts with label this is deep. Show all posts

Sunday, November 4, 2012

Week 11 & 12: Revelations and no regrets

Just a heads up, this post will be rather wordy. I just feel as though I have a lot to say. 

These past couple weeks have been some what of a turning point for me. After having met so many new people and experiencing situations that have kept me constantly on my toes, I've realised how much I have learnt from this adventure and how much I still have to learn. It's as if I've only had one eye open my entire life, and now I've finally opened the other and can see twice as much. Making the decision to study abroad this semester is probably one of the best things I have and ever will do. I'd even go as far as saying it was worth the tragic trade-offs (which were not of my own choice). 


Everyone here has a different story and when you take the time to listen to them, you realise that your tiny bubble back home is exactly that. A tiny bubble. The same routine encounters with the same familiar faces. Your reactions become predictable and that creates comfort within relationships. But when you take that all away, who are you? When you surround yourself with a field of new, unacquainted personalities, you question who you thought you were. Because you don't know if they will laugh at your joke, you don't know if they'll understand your stress, you don't know if you will offend them with a question. It is brand new territory and everyone is creating common ground. And so you wonder then, if you are creating a new you, at the same time. Perhaps. But it all feels rather natural and unforced. It's who you are, here and now. Although, the moment I speak to someone from home, I immediately revert back to person I am, the person I was, living in Brisbane. An automatic, uncontrollable switch triggered by familiar faces. 


I don't know where I'm going with this. Maybe nowhere. Maybe to a point where you've just decided to scroll down to my Halloween pictures instead of reading the rest. The law school threw a Halloween party for $30 a ticket at a haunted mansion downtown. There was unlimited food, drinks (shots included), cupcakes and a candy bar all night which I incoherently took advantage of - I found my coat pockets overflowing with chocolate bars the next morning. Amazon, Ebay and ASOS kindly supplied my costume (at a price) for the night, where I was joined by Audrey, Wally, Gumby and even a penguin. I managed to lose my iPhone and toy guns on the night and managed to retrieve only one of them back. Luckily it was my iPhone. On the actual day of Halloween, one of my professors (who is now my favourite), sent two bowls of chocolate around the lecture room during class. Needless to say, that was a good day. 


Being here has also made me really appreciate our first world luxuries that we don't even think twice about. Living without a car has left me feeling rather pathetic sometimes as I have to rely on kind help from kind friends who do have cars. I feel like I've given all new meaning to the phrase, 'riding in cars with boys'; trips to the grocery store after school are just overflowing with romance. 

Alright, enough words, enjoy my latest photos! 


Jess and Bella as the best zombies I've ever seen. 

Wally creeping up behind Charlotte. 

Sara and I with the ever so cute butterfly, Nilin, 

Andrew the penguin with poor vision. 


Fred Flinstone! Aka Vincent. 


Teresa and I with Raoul Duke from Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. Aka Jacopo. 


GUESS WHO. 

My girls!

Roomies 

MC Hammer (Akele) and Nurse Zombie (Jess)

One of our professors for our "Intro to US Law" class invited the entire class for dinner at her house. She told us to carpool, not realising the entire class is made up of international students with no cars -_-'
We all caught the metro and had another professor pick us up in his 7-seater. We got 12 passengers in. 

Mandatory food photo - Maria turned 21 last week, so we celebrated at Pi Pizza (the best pizza I've had here) see here http://www.restaurantpi.com 

Law school severely suppresses creativity, so Sara and I created a sign for Bella's surprise birthday party. 


Bella! While everyone was setting up for her surprise birthday party, we took her to the cinema to see Rebel Wilson's new movie, 'Pitch Perfect' only to find out they had stopped screening it that VERY day. After stalling in Walgreens (a pharmacy/supermarket) across the road, we finally decided to head to the shopping mall to kill time.  

One of the ways we killed time in the mall. 


At Bella's birthday party. 

Amongst the sultry surrounds of Brennan's wine bar after the party. 
Veronica, Bella, Yuri, Jacopo, Jaran & I. 







Thursday, August 9, 2012

2012

It really does feel like the world is ending
My upcoming departure this Saturday has meant that I've spent every waking hour of this week saying my farewells to those who matter most to me. 
And it's left me feeling quite bipolar.

Sharing animated conversations over what I'd describe as last suppers, and getting more hugs (the genuine-squeeze-and-never-let-go kind) in the past 4 days than in the average month. 

But fighting to realise that I will soon be alone in a strange place breaking the number one rule from my childhood; never talk to strangers

I wouldn't say I'm scared. I'm just sad to leave behind what has been my favourite year out of school, filled with the most supportive family and friends and not to mention craziest nights out, in search of something else, across the pacific ocean. 

Actually, I lied. I'm absolutely terrified of coming home chub, like the general American population. 


Saturday, July 28, 2012

OK

So I'll admit I am quite the introvert, but imagine what we would have, if everyone were extroverts in a world where opposites attract



Sunday, May 13, 2012

Epiphany

Not sure what I was doing the other day, but I was deep in thought and came to the realisation that, hey, we actually all die alone. 
It doesn't matter if we have family and friends who love us because in the end, we leave this world by ourselves. 
Although it may seem like it, this isn't a depressing thought. 
In fact, I feel enlightened because now I know that the plethora of 'forever alone' memes have no meaning. 
All I have to do is live how I want to, work hard at what counts, talk to the people I care about and create opportunities that I will enjoy. 
There is no pressure to follow structure. I'm here in this world and it's up to me to find happiness, so that it wasn't a life wasted. 

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Dear Diary

So it's the first week back at uni and I've already discovered new methods of procrastination.
I've kept a diary ever since I was 6 and recently just finished another one.
It's a bit dorky I guess, but really good when my mind is buzzing.
So here is my collection and a few snippets I'd like to share.
They're pretty funny imo.




Age 6

Age 10


Age 13

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

never trust a happy song

At some point(s) in our lives, we are all going to hurt.
And most of the time, it is going to be inevitable hurt.
So I think, be hurt, be in pain, cry til the tears run dry.
But don't succumb to the suffering.
Because it's your choice what you do about it.
Then slowly, the hurt will fall away.

Friday, November 11, 2011

people surprise you

And it's often the people who you don't even know.
For a complete stranger to encourage and have faith in you is an extraordinary experience.
One that I had the pleasure of, last week.
And it has seriously shaken some sense into me.
Some good sense that I think will get me through all of the challenges in life that lie ahead.


THERE IS LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL